So much has happened since I last posted. I don’t know where to begin. I’ll start with work. Sigh. I had a meeting with my manager on Tuesday. I’ve been there for almost 14 years. I’ve never had a problem until we got on the new system about a year ago. Anyway, the ‘big boss’ (never met her) is okay with me being fired!!! WTF? Yeah, Tuesday sucked. My manager says she’s been sticking up for me. I appreciate that…I could already have lost my job. I need to be at 100. I’m currently at 81. They keep raising what 100 should be, so I think I’m doing okay, but in reality, I’m not.
I’ve been applying for jobs. I joined Teachable and entered the 90-day course creator challenge. I am going to finish my course by August 31. Will it be for sale by then? Probably not. Because I need at least 5 people to take the course for free for feedback and testimonials. I want it for sale by September/October. I have set the price at $147. I want to go lower, but that’s the lowest price for an astrology course I’ve ever seen. Most courses at what I’m giving would cost at least $397. The point is that I’m counting on this course for income. I’ve been going live on Instagram, Facebook, etc. I need a better, more consistent plan, but that’s another story.
One job I applied for already rejected me. I don’t need a rejection letter for just sending in a resume, but thanks for the vote of confidence. 😉 I only expect to hear back if I have an interview. If my manager writes me up on June1 (which is better than being fired), I probably won’t be able to do overtime, so I will have more time for interviews and working on my course.
So that’s work. Now onto transcendental meditation. We have a total of 5 meetings. I had my first meeting last weekend. FUCK. It was a disaster. Small room and we were facing each other. I was staring at the table for 90 minutes. How freaking embarrassing! Ugh. Why were we facing each other?? I hate that.
I have 4 more meetings, and then I’m done for life unless I want to get a tune-up. Most people see results within 2 days, so I’m really hopeful and excited for the real meetings which start on June 1. It’s four days in a row. The good thing is that the first meeting is one on one. The other 3 sessions are in that damn room with that damn table. Don’t get me started on parking. LOL. I got lost and ended up walking to Whole Foods (and buying stuff) because I was walking the wrong way.
The meditation is for 40 minutes a day. Twenty minutes in the morning and twenty in the afternoon (not right before bed – the afternoon/evening). And you have to do it everyday…for life or it will stop working.
Food and diet – I ate like crap during my birthday week. I was too scared to try on my high rise skinny jeans. However, I noticed that my old jeans were falling down. I’m thinking, “I know I gain weight. Why are my pants falling down?” Well, I finally got brave and weighed myself. I gain .4 pounds! ROFL. I was 136 something before my birthday. And now I’m 136.8 pounds. Woohoo! No major weight gain. I consider myself really lucky.
I’m still on Nutrisystem even though I was going to cancel. I should cancel due to cost. I did lower the price by only being on Nutrisystem Monday through Friday. I’m currently doing Hello Fresh (affl. link – get a deal by clicking on the link). I have cooked two meals so far. I cooked rice for the first time!! LOL. I don’t even like white rice. I was going to give it to my mom, but I tried it with soy sauce, and it was so good. Why didn’t anyone tell me about soy sauce on rice? I know everyone knows about this but me. Anyway, the tilapia was so good even though I couldn’t wait for it to defrost thoroughly, so it broke up. Rice and tilapia will be a new go-to meal for me. But only with soy sauce. 🙂
Election 2020. Hmmm, not much to say. Marianne Williamson made it to 1% in 3 polls, so she technically is in the June debate, but unless 3-4 people drop out, she may still not make the debate. FWIW, I think Yang is going to make it. He is doing better than Marianne in the polls. Kamala is doing well, and so is Elizabeth Warren. Go, ladies! (Even though I won’t vote for Kamala in the primary). And I hope saying, “go ladies” is not sexist. Oh, one more thing: I don’t see anything wrong with doing the Fox townhalls. I haven’t watched them, but whatever. Either way is fine. Someone in the media called Kamala and Elizabeth ‘silly’ for not doing Fox. I don’t agree. Oh, and Buttigieg is too conservative for me. Is anyone in the midwest really liberal? I don’t hate him, but he isn’t in my top 3. Do I have a top 3? Hmmm, I guess it’s Williamson, Warren and maybe Stacey Abrams if she ran. I guess I have a top 2.
This week I…
Music of the week: Carly Rae Jepsen, Rachael Sage, Rachel Platten, Jussie Smollett, Pia Toscano, Rachel Kerr, Shawn Mendes, Britney Spears
TV of the week: Survivor, RHOBH
Podcasts of the week: True Crime Garage, Online Marketing Made Easy, So You Wanna Be a Witch
Books of the week: Now reading –
I finished reading When Food Is Love: Exploring the Relationship Between Eating and Intimacy by Geneen Roth which is a quick read and surprisingly good. I never thought of myself as a person with intimacy issues. 😉
- The Woman in the Window by A.J. Finn
- Change Me Prayers: The Hidden Power of Spiritual Surrenderby Tosha Silver (birthday gift)
- Worthy: Boost Your Self-Worth to Grow Your Net Worth by Nancy Levin
Weekend Plans: Long weekend my ass. HAHA. I’m gratefully working on Saturday and Monday. I’m only working half a day though both days. I’m working on my astrology course, which is confusing because I’m taking THREE astrology courses, and I’m creating one. I’m doing all the things astrology this weekend. Doing lots of business stuff because I want my class to sell. I’m not expecting huge numbers. I would DIE with 20 sales. I would love 5. So those are my dream numbers.
Not much is going on. I need to do some spring cleaning. Just trying to live life…and figure out what to post on Instagram. This selling shit is so not me and can get confusing, but whatevs. Oh, I’m also getting back into knitting. Expect some pics of scarves and then hopefully hats soon. I used to knit about 4 years ago, and now I remember next to nothing. I’ve been watching Craftsy classes. I have to start all over. Apparently, knitting is not like driving a car. I can’t say riding a bike because I never learned how to ride a bike and I still don’t know how.
I will spend time honoring our fallen soldiers. They made the ultimate sacrifice.
Have a great weekend! Thanks for reading. 🙂