How to lose 7 pounds in 5 weeks

Or so. I don’t know how long I’ve been sick. I have this blog and an online private blog that no one can read. I probably need to look at dates to figure out when I really got sick. Of course, I thought it was only temporary. But it wasn’t!

Here we are. AND I’M STILL SICK! Sigh. This sucks. Of course, this was the week I was forced to work 10 hours of overtime which is complete bullshit. I have never been treated so bad by this company. I’ve been there for 15 years and this is the worse!!

Do you think I would still be there if it had been horrible for 15 years???! I’m a Taurus, so maybe. I dunno.

I saw a random doctor via Telehealth on Thursday. She said it’s probably not COVID. She also said I didn’t seem stressed which is complete bullshit. A Taurus never seems stressed. You have to REALLY piss off a Taurus to see them stressed or angry. We hide our feelings and our disdain. I thought that was funny. In fact, I laughed when she said that.

Anyway…she said it could be gallbladder or diabetes related. She also said it could be anything. LOL. Thanks. I think it’s my gallbladder. Bummer. What if I have to have surgery? I’ve never had surgery. Stop freaking me out!

As far as diabetes, my glucose levels are fine so even though it runs in my family, I don’t think it’s that. I have another Telehealth appointment on Tuesday with my PCP. She will probably refer me to get an ultasound for my gallbladder.

I have no idea why Telehealth keeps getting capitalized. It’s BS. I’m not changing it.

I feel like shit right now. I’m working crazy hours. One client hasn’t paid me which is fine because then I can let her go. I don’t like doing her work. I don’t mind uploading her blog posts and making it look nice, but everything else is not what I enjoy doing. It would be nice to be paid though.

Fuck. What a privilege it is to not have to work for money. I am not talking about people receiving disability. If I lived in another country, I could receive disability. I have the receipts. Anyhow, I just want to make that clear.

I’m talking about people with partners and well off parents. etc. There are people that don’t have to work for money. What a nice life. While some of us are vomiting while working. Yes, that was me these past two weeks. I envy them. But that’s not my life and I need to get over it.

Current events 2020: I applied for my mail in ballot two weeks ago. Whatever about the president. (Okay, I hope Trump loses). I’m concerned with the local stuff. If I have to vote in person, I will. I think we can start voting in person in about a month. I don’t want to do have to do that, but I will. I’ll take my mom too. She also applied for her mail in ballot. So we’ll see.

I listened to a lot of the Democratic National Convention via PBS the day after the event occurred. I couldn’t listen to Biden. Bleh. I missed Sanders. I heard Warren, Kamala, Jill Biden and Obama. It was well done. I probably will listen to the Republican one, but not if it’s too stressful. For god sakes, I avoided BIDEN. How the hell am I going to listen to Republicans? Good point. 😉

Centrists are destroying everything. I hate them. I guess I shouldn’t say hate, but ugh, they ruin everything. And they are just there…not doing shit. Okay, I’ve never protested but I have severe social anxiety. I want to protest how we are dealing with COVID. Fuck. I want to protest everything.

I’m going to start giving back to the Innocence Project once my money is more consistent. When I wasn’t making much, I donated $12 a month. I stopped when I ran out of money and had to cancel EVERYTHING. If I can find a more local charity – great. But I like their work. I don’t agree with how they handle everything, but I value 95% of their work.

If Trump “successfully” steals this election, there should be mayhem in the streets. I might even join if I’m not sick and working.

This week I…

Music of the week: Danielle Bradbury, Ellie Goulding, Marren Morris, Miranda Lambert, Jessie James Decker, Lauren Alaina, Maddie & Tae, Mariah Carey

Lot of country music this week. It just sorta happened.

TV of the week:  Big Brother, 13 Reasons Why

Podcasts of the week: Truth & Justice, Dateline, So You Wanna Be a Witch, Crimelines, Fresh Air, Serial, It Was Simple

Books of the week: Start Where You Are: A Guide to Compassionate Living by Pema Chodron

…and two other books by Pema Chodron that I’m too lazy to link to.

Weekend Plans: Well, I have to work 7 hours tomorrow. I’ll probably get up at 7 and start work at 7:30. Then on Sunday, I’m going grocery shopping because I can’t eat any of the food I have!! I’m buying 5 cans of chicken noodle soup. That should last until I go back to the store on September 6. Since COVID, I try to only go to the store once a month. I was doing Instacart because I was feeling like shit, but that’s expensive. I’d rather put gas in my car (which I haven’t needed to do in about 2 months), and just go to the store.

Instacart is great for people with the resources, but when I’m not sure what I can eat and I keep wanting to get food delivered because I’m not feeling well…it’s BAD.

Have a nice weekend. Thanks for reading. 🙂

Free time?

White people are really something. And that’s all I have to say about that. I might say more. Okay, I’ll say I find their “learning” exhausting. I guess they have to learn out loud, or it didn’t happen?

I am posting today because I got rid of the client paying me the lowest rate and taking up all my time! So glad. I have more time now. Now I just have to use my time wisely this weekend.

I’m really motivated to blog today because I figured out why I’m tired all the time. BIRTH CONTROL. I thought it was the anti-depressant!! Nope. This answer should bring relief. But it doesn’t because BC has completely stopped my period, and I love it. I hate having a period more than anything. So…I’m willing to be tired.

However, this morning I was so tired that I physically could not work. I’ve been moved to a new department at work*, so I’m in self-paced training and was able to go back to sleep for 40 minutes. But in two weeks THIS WILL NOT BE AN OPTION. I work at a company big on production, so I can’t just say I’m tired and go back to bed.

The good news is that Monday through Thursday, I was able to get up at 5:35 AM and go to work. That’s good. But what happens if today’s tiredness occurs again?

I’m not going off birth control. If I were physically unable to work every day, I wouldn’t have much of a choice. But as of today, I’m just going to try to push through. The funny thing is I got enough sleep last night (7 hours), so sleeping enough wasn’t the issue. I am having problems sleeping because my room is around 110 degrees at night, so it’s hard to sleep.

Anyway, I am going to do some research on what I can do besides going off birth control. It’s a hormonal thing. I’m not going to cook, so if that’s the only answer: fuck it. I will be very, very, unhappy if I have to go off birth control. I FINALLY stopped my period, and then two years later, I start having side effects??! 😦 I’ve been on this med for three years, but my period didn’t stop until about a year ago.

*I was moved to a new department at work. It’s a good move, and I got lucky. Where I’m working now, can’t be outsourced to another country. Unfortunately, the department I used to work for is probably going to be gone in two months or so! Yes, I got lucky, but I still have to be awake (LOL) and do a good job.

Politics/Current Events 2020: I think Joe is going to pick Kamala or Susan Rice as his VP. I don’t have an opinion on Rice. I think I’ve shared a lot of thoughts on Kamala. Not a fan. I don’t like what she did as a prosecutor. I don’t like many prosecutors, so no shock there. But her past is not good with me. Due to all this stuff going on, Joe is probably going to win.

Yay, for all the beheadings…of the historical statues. Richmond, VA, did a lot. LOL. They threw Christopher Colombus in the lake. Jefferson Davis is gone.

I will probably have more to say later. I have pretty much tweeted everything I’ve wanted to say.

This week I…

Music of the week: Ariana Grande, Rachel Platten, Stacie Orrico, Alessia Cara, Ellie Goulding, Jessica Simpson, Keith Urban, Lil Wayne

TV of the week:  Grey’s Anatomy

Podcasts of the week:  Dateline, Truth & Justice, Undisclosed, The Lowe Post

Books of the week: Nothing really

I plan to get some reading done this weekend and next week. It is hard to read and be in training at work at the same time. When I’m not in training, I listen to podcasts, books, music, etc.

Weekend Plans: Last week, I hired someone as a virtual assistant. She lasted for about a day. Shit. I just wrote a bunch of crap, but it got deleted. ARGH. Anyhow, The VA I hired didn’t have any VA related skills, but I wanted to help her. I’m not going to say I’m never going to hire someone with no experience again. But at that time, I needed experience. I’m not interested in hiring now. I want to do the work myself since I now have the time. Plus, I need to get practice in. If a client doesn’t like my work, they are free to go elsewhere.

This weekend I’m going to write out my processes, email all my clients and try to get things more explicit. I’m kind of scared to email my clients because they might give me a bunch of work and ruin my weekend. LOL.

So I’m basically working on my own business this weekend. I’ve been neglecting everything because I’ve been working for others.

Have a great weekend! Thanks for reading. 🙂

Tell ’em that’s it’s my birthday

I have this whole week off from work for my birthday. I went to the sauna today. I wore my mask the whole time in the sauna. LOL. It was so relaxing. It’s the only time I haven’t felt tense. My shoulders were relaxed, which never happens. They are still a little relaxed.

If I liked leaving the house regularly, I would go to the sauna once a week. But I don’t like leaving my house that much! LOL.

My birthday was good. I took the full day off. I binge-watched Curb Your Enthusiasm. I love that show!  My mom bought me a tarot deck I really wanted. My sister gave me an Amazon gift card. I used it to buy a frying pan. How boring, right? But I needed one.

I bought myself a ton of shit because I’m a Taurus and we are fucking indulgent. I bought myself a Fitbit, which I think I already mentioned. I had a 30-minute astrology reading. I bought myself a laptop bed desk – FINALLY. I’ve been doing my VA work mostly laying down and, it’s not comfortable. No shit. I think I will get work done faster.

Here it is:

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It has an iPad stand and a cell phone place. It’s coming on Friday. I cannot wait. I’m so sick of working this way. I hope it comes early Friday morning. LOL.

I’m still overwhelmed with work. I’m working on things to make things better. How vague. I will reveal everything if stuff works out. I’m working tonight as soon as I finish this post. I’m trying to put myself in a position to be able to leave my job by December 2020. That’s the plan.

What is there to say about election 2020? I’m so happy all Virginians can vote by absentee ballot. I’m still not sold on Biden, but I’m not saying I’m not voting for him. I haven’t decided. I don’t have a prediction. I used to think Trump would win for sure, but then COVID-19 happened. So…I dunno.

I don’t have strong feelings for Biden’s VP. Stacey Abrams really wants it. Since Biden is probably going to be a one-term president IF he wins, the VP choice is kind of important. I don’t want him to take anyone from the Senate because we need them in the Senate. I like Abrams, but I haven’t read EVERYTHING about her, so I can’t say I support her. I like her.  I like what I know about her. LOL. And she’s not in the Senate. I don’t think she will be Biden’s pick. I’m sure she’s on the shortlist.

Just don’t choose Amy FUCKING Kloubacher. Thanks! 🙂

This week I…

Music of the week: Ludacris, Solange, Bethel Music, David Crowder Band, Ellie Goulding, Hillsong United, Rachel Platten, Stacie Orrico

TV of the week:  Survivor, The Last Dance

Podcasts of the week:  Dateline, So You Wanna Be a Witch, Truth & Justice, Undisclosed, Fresh Air

Books of the week:

I haven’t felt like reading much this week. I did go back to reading a bit of Freeing Yourself from Anxiety: 4 Simple Steps to Overcome Worry and Create the Life You Want by Dr. Tamar Chansky

Weekend Plans: Working. I hope to make it to the park one day this week. We are getting rain from Arthur. My dog would LOVE to go to the park. Me too. 😉 I haven’t worked much today, so I’m going to work for about 2 hours before I relax.

Thanks for reading! Have a great week. :

 

 

Hate it or love it

12 days until my birthday. 12 days until I get a day off. I have been working seven days a week. I’m making myself take breaks today. I did yoga outside this morning, and I’m blogging now. And I’m planning on taking Wednesday evenings off every week this month. That will be tough because clients expect you to work every day.

I got my “stimulus” check. Better late than never. I know some people still haven’t gotten theirs. But it seems like most people have gotten theirs…except poor Puerto Rico. 😦

I don’t even know what to blog about. I’m exhausted. I’ve just been working. Oh, I ordered myself a Fitbit for my birthday. I also bought my mom one for mother’s day. Fitbit had a sale. Last year I said I was going to replace my old Fitbit by May this year, and I didn’t think I would be able to, but now I’m making extra money and I’m getting a nice bonus from work in two weeks! 🙂

For my bday, it looks like I won’t be able to do much. If the sauna is open, I’m going. They are closed right now, but lots of stores are open. The sauna didn’t close until the last minute, so I think they are ready to open.

Election 2020: I’ve always said I would be extremely uncomfortable with Biden touching me like he touches women. But do I 100% believe Tara? Uh, no. But unlike Democrats, I don’t 100% think she’s lying either. I believe it could be true. But I’m also surprised other stories haven’t come out. Biden’s done a lot of bad policy things. That’s enough reason not to support him. Anyway, it’s extremely hard to PROVE a sexual assault.

I have to go walk my dog. Not much to talk about right now. I’m just counting down the days until I get time off.

This week I…

Music of the week: JoJo, Ariana Grande, Pistol Annies, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, Coldplay, Demi Lovato, Jessica Simpson

TV of the week:  Housewives shows. 🙂 

Podcasts of the week:  Dateline, So You Wanna Be a Witch, The Forgotten West Memphis 3

Books of the week:

Weekend Plans: Well, today is Sunday. WORK. I need to work as much as possible, so I can take Wednesday off. Watch a client asks for something or wants a meeting on Wednesday.

Thanks for reading! Have a great week.

In the homestretch of the hard times

I haven’t blogged in so long, I forgot how to start a post. 10,000 people want things from me, but I want to fucking blog.

I have two paying virtual assistant clients. One just paid me $75.00. I am charging her $15 per hour. So yeah, I’m only supposed to be working 5 hours a week for her. Five hours every week…forever, I hope.

Her books are a bit of a mess. I’m trying to fix it for her. I’ve never worked with a product-based service provider before. I’ve never done bookkeeping before.  So I don’t really know what I’m doing. Shhh! I have until next week to figure this shit out if I want to get paid again.

The other job is paying only $10 per hour in the beginning. It’s a Pinterest job. People get paid $25+ per hour to do Pinterest, so I don’t mind starting out at the bottom. I would love to just do Pinterest and get paid $25 an hour.  I did Pinterest for my own biz, and I’ve taken a whole course, so I know Pinterest well. And I think I want to be a Pinterest manager, so I can quit my job and maybe afford health insurance??

Last weekend was scary. I thought I was going to lose my job this past Monday. Instead, she wanted to promote me! No extra money. No extra duties. Thank god. I’m already stressed out. It’s just a title change. So whatever. At least I didn’t get fired, and I still have my health insurance.

I was so stressed, I did Gabby Berstein’s meditative workout outside. It was so nice. Sometimes I just need Gabby. I’m trying to look for more spiritual leaders, but I always come back to her. Plus, I’m in her membership, so I have access to a lot of her stuff.

I have so much stuff to do. It’s 8PM on a Friday night, and I haven’t started anything. Gotta go. But not before….

Election 2020: I don’t know whether I’m voting for president. I do believe we have maybe a senate race on the ballot, so of course, I’ll vote for that. Fuck Trump. I feel bad for Biden. Really bad. I might give him a sympathy vote. I have a while to decide.

FUCK THE GOVERNOR FOR CANCELLING MY BIRTHDAY. Okay, I get. But really?! My birthday should be a national holiday. How dare he cancel it? Trump didn’t cancel my birthday (yet). But the Democratic governor did, and you want to know why I call myself an independent?

Okay, seriously. The governor closed the state until May 30th 2+ weeks ago. BEFORE NEW YORK DID. My birthday plan was to go to the state park and stay for three nights. The cabins and camping grounds are closed, so I can’t do that. The park is still open, but I’m not driving 90 minutes to visit the state park. It’s not that great. I go for mostly for the cabin.

I have a week off for my birthday and nowhere to go. I will go to the local park unless they close that too. I doubt it. The playgrounds are closed, of course. I’m off April 16 and 17th, so I will take my dog to the park and see how crowded the park is then. I will wear a mask.

I really have to go. My dog’s birthday has been canceled too. His birthday is around April 26. Yes, I’m a bad mom for not knowing his birthday. All I know is that he is a Taurus, just like his mom.

This week I…

Music of the week: Ellie Goulding, Tori Kelly, Jillette Johnson, Maren Morris, Pia Toscano, Rachel Platten, Aretha Franklin, Ariana Grande

TV of the week:  The Affair

Podcasts of the week:  Dateline, Pod Save America, Someone Knows Something

Books of the week:

Weekend Plans: Working.

Thanks for reading! Have a great weekend. 🙂

 

We Just Play Pretend

Kind of busier than ever, but kind of not. I’m working extra hours (for free) at my full-time job, so I won’t get laid off very soon. Sigh. Maybe I should just focus on my full-time job? I have one virtual assistant client. BUT I want to learn more and work for others. I want to volunteer my services in exchange for a testimonial.

But I’m kind of stressed at the moment. At this point, I have NO TIME OFF IN APRIL. I will ask for at least one day off in April. My job is extremely stressful right now. I have a week off for my birthday in May. More about my plans for my bday later. Anyway, I’m not sure if I should volunteer to do work. I’m going to pull some tarot cards around it.

I’ve been using tarot now more than ever for work decisions, and so far the cards have always been right.

So basically, I’m stressed from work. I need my full-time job. And I also want virtual assistant skills. Since this climate is bad (the economy), I think it would be easy to find people that want free services, so I will probably do that.

I missed out on a PAID virtual assistant gig because I was working last night at my full-time job. Sigh. I didn’t check my email for four hours, and she needed help QUICK. Btw, I hate when people don’t plan and then they figure out they need a virtual assistant. I work full-time. I can’t just do whatever you want because you didn’t plan. UGH. Anyway, that sucks.

Oh, I’m now officially a travel agent! LOL. Perfect timing, right? More on that later. I can do travel and be a VA. No office required. I just need the internet.

As of right now, I’m going to a cabin for my birthday if they don’t shut the park down. My mom is paying half and I’m paying half. I don’t have my half, so we haven’t booked yet. I would love to get away, and my dog can come! They might close the park because they don’t want to pay the housekeepers or because they see the park as a hazard.

If the cabins get closed, I’m probably not doing anything for my birthday. Before I saw there were cabin vacancies, I had planned to go to the sauna and to a yoga class. Well, I know the yoga studio is closed. I got an email from the sauna, but I didn’t read it. I’m hoping they aren’t closed. That would be more jobs lost and no one needs that!

Even the libraries are closed, but they are allowing people to renew their cards or get new cards by phone.  I have 3 library cards. Two are active. I would have to drive 30 minutes to get the other card renewed. Now I can do it by just calling. Thank g-d. I would prefer to do it online, but whatever. I’m calling them next week.

It’s weird to see people complaining about not going anywhere. I never go anywhere, so not much has changed in my life. I don’t have friends, so I don’t feel isolated. Basically, nothing has changed for me. Well, I do use more hand sanitizer these days.

Welcome to my life. 

Election 2020: Biden has won the nom (pretty much), but where is he? I’m listening to Bernie give online townhalls and Joe is doing nothing in the public. Personally, I don’t need to hear from him, but I think some Democrats might want to hear someone other than Trump.

All the people that said the November election might be postponed are probably right. How did they know? The coronavirus was nowhere when people were saying this. Trump isn’t ever leaving. ::cries::

No election or election. Trump is probably going to have another four years. I’ve accepted that. So whatever.

This week I…

Music of the week: Rachel Platten, Ariana Grande, Carly Rae Jepsen, Taylor Swift, Maggie Rogers, Tori Kelly, Coldplay, Emily James

TV of the week:  Survivor, The Crown

I have stopped watching the news. What’s the point? The numbers they are giving out on the coronavirus are inaccurate because people aren’t getting tested. Besides 70% of people are going to get the virus. I don’t see the point of the news at this point.

Podcasts of the week:  Dateline, Pod Save America, So You Wanna Be a Witch, The Dating Game Killer, Have you Seen This Man?, Unsolved Murders

Books of the week:

Weekend Plans: Working. Grocery store. Walmart has food where I live. I’m going to work on learning more virtual assistant stuff tonight. I might work on my travel site for fun. No one is traveling right now, so I’m just learning more about the industry. My dad is overseas. I think he plans to come back to the US in May. I think it’s safer for him to stay where he is. They don’t have many cases of the virus.

Thanks for reading my ramble. Have a great weekend!

I can’t complain

Someone is paying me $55 to write a blog or newsletter. (!!) It’s only about 300 words, so I wouldn’t call it either. This is a trial job. If I do well, they will probably keep me. I’m not sure how much work she has. I’m guessing I would be paid $55 a week, which works for me.

I already finished the blog. I thought it would take me ALL weekend. So now I have free time. I will probably turn it in on Saturday night and…hold my breath. LOL. If she wants revisions, I can do it on Sunday. Working full-time and doing virtual assistant work is no joke.

I still have to do the other VA work of podcast pitching. So I’m not completely work free this weekend. Right now, I have 2 clients. I should have time to work on my VA website, VA Instagram, and VA LinkedIn. I never thought I would use LinkedIn, but a LOT of VAs get work from there, so hey, I’ll join in. I sent about 10 semi-personal invites tonight (Friday night), and I only got one person accepted so far. What? Do people have plans on Friday night? 😉 I thought everyone was saying in due to the Coronavirus.

I think my ideal client is a life coach or a psychologist. Yeah, those two are different things, but they both help people. A lot of people seek life coaches for anxiety and maybe depression. I would KILL to work for a psychologist. I’m currently doing my portfolio for a psychologist I have in mind. I will send her my work when I’m done. I thought I had a chance to work with her. However, she just moved from Philly to LA, so I think she probably has help or is getting help. She didn’t move to LA for no reason. She probably has a TV deal.

My full-time job may be gone soon. They let six people go from our small team. Their last day is the last day of March. I somehow made the cut. WHEW. But they will make more cuts. Uh, I hate to be pessimistic, but I don’t see many of us making the next cut. It sucks. I can make money being a virtual assistant BUT I won’t have health insurance. And my VA work is short-term for now (since I’m new), so my income isn’t consistent.

I wish I could get part-time work at a nursery (a garden nursery), but that doesn’t solve the health insurance problem. I don’t want to work full-time for anyone else if I lose this job, so I might have to give up health insurance. I don’t want to because I really like my therapist. I see her online twice a month. I can cut my meds in half, so I would be fine for about 4-6 months since I have 90-day supplies of all my meds.

Oh well. I hope I can keep my job through December 2020. I love doing VA work and I would love more time to work on that, but I don’t want to give up a steady paycheck plus health insurance.

Election 2020: Well, a billionaire can’t buy an election? I still think it’s possible. Don’t be shocked if Jeff Bezos runs in 2024. He is friends with Ivanka and Jared and other Republicans.  But he also donates a lot of money to climate change. So I don’t know which party he would pick. He would probably do like Bloomberg and pick whichever party he thinks he can win.

Anyhow, I voted for the best candidate on Super Tuesday: Elizabeth Warren. Unfortunately, now we are stuck with two lousy candidates. I like Bernie, but he isn’t likable (ha – Hillary is right on this one!). Americans want to vote for someone they like so…Joe isn’t a good candidate because he is clearly suffering from the early stages of dementia. But if he doesn’t have to debate Trump, he might be okay.

My views align with Bernie. I hope he gets the nom. I’m sick of moderates saying they won’t vote for him. We progressives always have to do what THEY WANT. I’m sick of it. They pick safe, lame-ass candidates and wonder why they lose. Sick of their bullshit. That’s why I refuse to call myself a Democrat. They know how to lose. Occasionally they take a chance and win (Obama, for example), but mostly it is a party of losers. Progressives have to do all the organizing. Geez. So sick of moderates. Hate me for caring about winning. I’m okay with that.

The debate between Biden and Sanders should be interesting. Biden rarely lasts two hours, so I feel so bad for him. What is going to happen? Oh god. I don’t want Biden to win the nom (Anita Hill, Iraq War, etc.), but I don’t want him to be embarrassed on a national stage. Well, Biden is the media’s favorite, so they will probably say he won if he says two complete sentences.

This week I…

Music of the week: Ariana Grande, Amos Lee, Ellie Goulding, Jillette Johnson, Maggie Rogers, Marren Morris, Patty Griffin, Rachel Platten

TV of the week:  Survivor, The Crown

Podcasts of the week:  Crimelines, Dateline,  Pod Save America, So You Wanna Be a Witch, The Rachel Maddow Show, The Dating Game Killer

Books of the week:

I finished reading Murder Beyond the Grave by James Patterson. 4 stars. True Crime. There are two stories in this book. The first one is perfect and the second one sucks. It’s one that I’ve watched documentaries on and Dateline on. Please stop talking about this case! However, the first story is so good, it still deserves 4 stars. I’m on the library waitlist for part two of the series.

Now reading –

Weekend Plans: Staying in. I will be working 50% of the time on VA stuff. I don’t know how people with a FT job balance it. I don’t want to take on too much work, but I want experience and money so….For example, I thought it was going to take me all weekend to finalize the blog. I will edit it tomorrow when my brain is clear, but I’m pretty much done with it. It took less than two hours. So I have extra time unless she hates it. Ugh.

Have a great weekend! Thanks for reading. 🙂

Remove All the Thoughts

I had two days off from my full-time job. So needed! My next day off is Super Tuesday (March 3). Not too bad. Today I took my dog to the park despite it only being 38 degrees.

corgi mix

Here is my dog being a typical pup:

I hope I get to stay in all weekend, but I never know when other people have plans with MY time.

The local virtual assistant job is over. Thank god. I don’t think I will be taking a local PT job for a while. I only want 100% remote. The other VA job is going okay. The only part that sucks is that she wants me to cold call places. BTW, that is not a typical VA task, plus she didn’t advertise it. I wouldn’t have applied if she mentioned that. I have social anxiety online. I DON’T DO PHONE CALLS…especially calling random people. Hell, no.

So I don’t know what’s going to happen with this position. She isn’t paying, but I’m getting GOOD coaching from her. She deserves work from me. I’m working on the other tasks, it’s just the calling that leaves me anxious and unable to act.

Praying for a miracle.

Election 2020: So many people (19 million) watched the debate this week. They got to see how much Bloomberg sucks, and how Warren can eviscerate anyone. Bernie did well or okay. He wasn’t attacked too much. Amy and Bloomberg had bad nights. Pete was Pete. Biden kind of had more energy, but he wasn’t 100% clear. Biden is doing better in debates than he did 3 months ago.

Warren raised a ton of money after the debate. Bloomberg fell in the polls (YAY!). But there is another debate for South Carolina. I expect Bloomberg to be a little better. To be fair, this was his first time on a presidential debate stage. But he is still a racist, sexist fuck. 😉 He funds some Democratic things like climate change. But he was a Republican. He supported George W. Bush. He’s a conservative, and I don’t vote for conservatives just because they throw their money at a few progressive issues.

I’m voting for Warren on Super Tuesday. I was going to vote for Sanders, but I have a tradition of always voting for my FIRST CHOICE in the primary. I voted for Howard Dean in the primary, even though he had no shot of winning. Sanders is my 2nd choice. I’m going to try not to vote for Sanders. That would be a strategic vote. I want to vote with my heart because, unlike Bloomberg, I have one. #Dig

This week I…

Music of the week: Nina Simone, Taylor Swift, Joni Mitchell, Maggie Rogers, Miranda Lambert, Tori Kelly, Alessia Cara, Ariana Grande

I need to listen to more Nina Simone. I took a 2-year break for some reason.

TV of the week:  Survivor, Vanderpump Rules, I Am a Killer, The Mind of Aaron Hernandez

I resubscribed to Netflix because I can afford it for now. I’m on the cheapest plan. No HD.

Podcasts of the week:  Crimelines, Dateline, True Crime Garage,  Pod Save America, So You Wanna Be a Witch

Books of the week:

Weekend Plans: Hopefully relaxing a little and working on virtual assistant stuff. I have a website for my VA services now. I need more examples of my work. I really need to figure out what I want to focus on. I thought it was going to be Podcast management, but I did a little of that and I was bored. Plus, it’s hard. LOL. I might focus on Pinterest since everyone wants a Pinterest manager. I got Pinterest to work for MY website, but I’ve never done it for anyone else.

Thanks for reading! Have a great week. 🙂

Fools, idiots, and Republicans

This won’t be my typical weekly type of entry. It’ll be short and sweet. I’m off on Thursday and Friday, so I might post then.

Oh, I did get a part-time short term LOCAL virtual assistant job. Um, I’m trying my hardest to get this over with on Tuesday. It involves an hour’s drive to the courthouse. My car’s brakes are now making noise. I don’t want to keep driving out there. I would just bail, but this is on a site with reviews, so that wouldn’t be good. She knows I work ALL day. And then she wants me to go to the courthouse each day after work for an hour, INSTEAD of me just going on my day off. Fuck.

Anyway, I’m here to talk about these Bloomberg idiots. Forget that he is racist, sexist, and a horrible human being. It’s not about only that. It sets a bad precedent. If he is the nominee, it will be a billionaire after billionaire buying elections. That would suck. I would stop voting for president. What would be the point? I would probably still vote for other things.

Like I said on Twitter, Bloomberg supporters are fools, idiots, or Republicans. The end. Some are getting paid to support him. But not all these fools on social media. They aren’t getting a dime, yet they are still supporting him.

I should have done this post when I was really angry with these people. LOL. Now I’m like, “They’re just stupid or low informed or maybe a moderate.” Whatever.

If Bloomberg is the nominee, I will not vote for him. The Dems and all Americans will deserve four more years of Trump. I don’t believe Bloomberg will be much different than Trump. Kids were in cages under Obama and Trump, and that will probably continue under a Bloomberg presidency.

I live in a semi-swing state (Virginia), so my vote matters. The Dems should listen to the progressive side just a little. Don’t nominate Bloomberg, or you will lose.

So if Bloomberg is the Dem nominee, I might get to stay home! I don’t think we have anything important on the ballot in November. It’s just the President. I will vote if they add something I want to vote on. I will just leave the presidency blank. I’m not voting for the Green party or anyone else.

Nominate Bloomberg if you don’t want Virginia’s support. I’ll be back later. Have a great week! 😉

 

So I can finally breathe

I’m working as a virtual assistant for only one person now. I finished the other person’s project. I did her social media graphics for a month. (!!) She gave me a GREAT review/testimonial. I have it on my VA website and on Facebook.

She’s a business coach, and she’s about to leave her full-time job to do coaching full-time. She doesn’t live far from me. She’s in DC. Anyway, it was nice to get good feedback. I enjoyed doing it too! I’ve been doing my own social media graphics for two years, but I didn’t take it seriously when doing it for myself.

I’m still working for client A. It’s going okay BUT she wants me to call local businesses in addition to what I’m supposed to be doing. I suck on the phone especially when cold calling people!! This is challenging for me. I have to get over it. I’ve only called two companies so far. Over the next two weeks, I feel the pressure to get results.

Overall, I’m enjoying it. But I also have to work full-time and I just don’t feel like I have time to get everything in. One other person wants me to work for her, and she encouraged me to ask for more money! If I valued myself more, I would contact her NOW since I’m only working for one other person. If I get more organized, I would probably be able to work for her. I’ll give myself two weeks to see if I get results for client A. If I don’t get results, there’s no way I’m going to volunteer to work for someone else doing the same thing.

That’s that.

I’ve been eating like crap. That sort of changes today. I still have leftover “bad” food. I’m not throwing the food away. Of course not! Some of it could go to my mom. I can’t donate it because it’s not canned food. However, that’s not the point. The point is that FOOD is MONEY. I can’t just throw food away and start anew. That costs money.

It’s not about weight. It’s about wanting to feel better.  The last time I weighed myself I was 133 lbs. I was shocked and glad. That was about 6 weeks ago. I know I weigh more now. I’m probably about 136 because I’ve been eating crap.

Client A is coaching me. She wants me to eat organic. Of course! I just went to the store today to test prices, and it’s cheaper to eat processed food than to even eat chicken! Okay, it’s not that much more, but it is more. Now I’m back to eating chicken for dinner every day.

I don’t cook. I just baked a week’s worth of chicken today, and I hated every second of it. LOL. I used to bake chicken every week about a year ago. I hated it back then even though it’s easy. I just hate cooking. Now I need to add vegetables. I don’t eat beans or rice. So I guess it’s vegetables. But I need a new crockpot. Sigh.

Election 2020: It looks like Pete Buttigieg is going to be the one moderates go for. Ugh. Well, I don’t like any of the moderates. If I had to pick a moderate, it would probably be Pete. So…at least it’s not Biden? Yet. He may win South Carolina and some deluded people will think he’s electable. Whatever.

I’m planning to vote for Warren in the primary. If Biden is #1 or #2 in the state, I may have to vote for Sanders or whoever is in second place. I’ll do whatever it takes so Biden won’t win. It depends on the local polls. We vote on Super Tuesday (March 3).

I don’t know why people made such a big deal out of Iowa. If anything, it sucks for the voters and the politicians because they dumped a bunch of money in Iowa. But overall, it’s just one state. Sanders or Pete won. Warren came in 3rd. Biden came in 4th. Next! Onto New Hampshire.

This week I…

Music of the week: Victory, Halsey, Leon, Maggie Rogers, James Arthur, Jillette Johnson, Taylor Swift, Tori Kelly

The Halsey album is good if you’re a fan of her past music. I almost didn’t listen to it because I’m not a huge Halsey fan.

TV of the week:  Disappeared, Vanderpump Rules

Podcasts of the week:  All in With Chris Hayes,  Crimelines, Dateline, True Crime Garage,  Pod Save America, So You Wanna Be a Witch, The Beat with Ari Melber

Books of the week:

It’s taking me forever to read, so my new plan is to listen to an audiobook for at least 30 minutes a day.

Weekend Plans: Today is Sunday – my day off. I’m working on my virtual assistant portfolio. I don’t have time to work on that during the week. From now on, I will try to take all Sundays off from any real work. I kind of had to take Friday night off because we didn’t have internet all evening.

Thanks for reading! 🙂 Have a good week.