Start Where You Are

I took a COVID test. Kind of. Argh! I was too terrified to go to a doctor because I knew they would stick that shit up my nose, so I went to a CVS Minute Clinic where I put the stick up my own nose. The problem? I didn’t stab it up my nose that much because FUCK, why would I do that?

I wish the COVID test was a blood draw. I don’t have a problem with needles, but I’m not sticking shit up my nose. So the test might be a complete waste. I took the test last Saturday. No results yet.

I’ve been sick for at least 15 days. Probably more. I just started eating somewhat normally yesterday, but today I didn’t eat dinner. So I’m still not feeling well.

If it weren’t for my therapist, I would have NEVER gotten a COVID test. She basically said I looked like shit when I had my appointment on July 31. I was so used to eating only once a day at that point that I didn’t even feel that weird. She convinced me that I should go to CVS and swab my own nose.

I don’t know what’s wrong. I just know I’ve never been sick this long in my life. NEVER. If it’s not COVID, then um, I dunno what’s wrong. I don’t want to go to the doctor again. I’m pretty much okay as long as I drink sugar free Gatorade and eat once a day. Why didn’t anyone tell me Gatorade (even the sugar free version) is so good???! My therapist told me. This past appointment was probably the most helpful session ever. Drink Gatorade! Yes, ma’am.

What else? Work sucked on Thursday. I’m only working 3 days next week. I’m off on Thursday and Friday. My goal is too remain focused and do the best 3 days of work I’ve ever done. I’m probably going to ask too many questions, but whatever. I’m new to this work and the support is okay, but it could be better.

My freelance work was okay this week. I have 4 clients, but I managed to get a week off from one client so that was great. I get one week a month off from her. She’s a therapist in New York.

I have one complaint about a client. She thinks I’m a website designer or something! Yes, I know Squarespace. That’s easy. (So is Wix). But WordPress.Org is hard. I did what she wanted about an hour ago, but ugh! I have my new website on WordPress.Org and oh my, Squarespace is so much easier. But I’ve dumped so much money into WordPress, so I’m sticking with them for myself.

It’s Saturday morning. Midnight. I went to sleep for 6 hours (!!) after my day job and now my schedule is all messed up. I will try to get to bed by 2AM. I think I’m going to work on my freelance website, after I finish blogging this since I’ve done most of my work.

Gotta go. All I have to say about current events is that I need to get my absentee ballot. I want it in the mail by September.

This week I…

Music of the week: Taylor Swift, Ellie Goulding, JoJo, Rachel Platten, Ariana Grande, Mariah Carey, Robyn, Ashanti

TV of the week:  Big Brother, Little Fires Everywhere

Little Fires Everywhere isn’t great, but I recommend it to Gen X and maybe millennials for the 90s references. I can’t keep up with the generations. Anyway, who remembers YM magazine? That was my favorite. I even had a subscription!

Podcasts of the week:  Truth & Justice, Dateline, So You Wanna Be a Witch, Undisclosed, The JJ Redick Podcast, The Lowe Post, Up and Vanished, Unlocking Us, Crimelines, 1619, The Astrology Podcast, Why is This Happening,

I have a lot of time to listen to podcasts while working. 😉

Books of the week: Start Where You Are: A Guide to Compassionate Living by Pema Chodron

Weekend Plans:  It’s 12:33 AM on Saturday morning. I wish I was tired enough to go to bed. I will probably work on my website for a bit and then get in bed. This weekend I have freelance work and I’m working on own stuff. I always have to be in marketing or making mode, so I can have income coming in.  

Thanks for reading! Have a great weekend and week. 🙂

Nothing but a t-shirt on

My Wi-Fi keeps going out. But I had a meeting this morning, and it went okay. She taught me the very basics of WordPress.Org, and wow, I feel like I know so much. But really, I know nothing. LOL.

I’ve been working nonstop, so it feels good to take some time out to blog. And I’m working on stuff for me. Well, I’m launching a product, so I don’t have to work so much. However, it’s kind of fun. Well, it’s a bit overwhelming too.

I went to the doctor to get my blood drawn. The bloodwork didn’t tell me shit, so that was a waste of time. I’m still really fatigued, and I don’t know what to do. I start my “new” job on Tuesday. (Then I’m off on Thursday and Friday). I just hope I can keep my eyes open at work.

I’m now taking vitamins. Many say vitamins are pointless, so I hope that’s not true. I will be able to tell by next Friday.

I love being a virtual assistant, but OMG with these clients! Some pay 10 days late. Some (okay, MOST) act like they are my only client. Dude, I have a job and 4 clients. I might have 5, but that’s another story.

They act like I’m sitting around watching Netflix. ARGH!!!!!!!111!!!!!!!!

Politics/Current Events 2020: I can’t believe people are doing in-person events! WTF is wrong with these people? A business owner I respect (?) had a mastermind with about 8 people this past week! That’s fucking nuts. Are these people watching the news? I don’t value my life, BUT I don’t want to go through the pain of dying from COVID, so I’m staying home.

I also see people hanging out with extended family. NOPE. Are these people watching the news? Do they value their life? My cousin had a big barbeque. Unfuckingbelievable. I hope no one gets sick. The last I heard many new cases of COVID are asymptomatic.

I would go to the park by myself (well, with my dog). I was desperate for a solution, so I went to get lab work. My dad had me running around trying to get money from Western Union. I was so livid. Do you know how many places I had to go to? FIVE. I had my mask and lots of hand sanitizer, of course.

If people want to risk their lives, I’m usually fine with that, but they are putting others at risk too. My sister is a teacher in a private school. No idea what they are going to do about that. I’m glad I don’t have kids. What a headache this must be. But I would probably homeschool my invisible kids, so this wouldn’t be a huge issue. My dog is homeschooled by his grandma. He is 6 years old and going to first grade in the fall. 😉 He is so smart already!

This week I…

Music of the week: Jojo, Ariana Grande, Jessica Simpson, Selena Gomez, Jillette Johnson, Kelly Clarkson, Maggie Rogers, Stacie Orrico

TV of the week:  How to Get Away With Murder

Podcasts of the week:  Truth & Justice, Undisclosed, Someone Knows Something, White Lies, So You Wanna Be a Witch, The Productive Life

Books of the week: Untamed by Glennon Doyle

Weekend Plans: Working, planning, more working. I had a weekend off in June, so it is possible.

Thanks for reading! Have a great weekend/week. 🙂