I hate people

But you already knew that.

It is so hot. I didn’t even sleep much last night. It was over 100 degrees in my bedroom until about 1 AM. It was probably near 110 degrees. I’m not kidding. I had to go somewhere else until midnight. Today is supposed to be hotter. I can’t concentrate with heat that high. The good thing is that some of next week will be in the 80s. YAY. But then we have August. Ugh.

I don’t have or want kids because I value my free time. People with kids don’t value it as much as I do, or they would not have had kids. It’s funny how that never occurs to people.  Some people choose not to have kids because they don’t like them, but I bet one of the top 3 reasons would be free time. Kids are expensive too. That rounds out most people top three reasons to not have kids. Freedom to travel or do whatever is kind of free time plus kids are expensive.

My TV is stuck on CNN right now, and I feel like I’m losing brain cells. How can anybody watch this crap? I have it muted, and it is oh so bad. I must admit that anyone who doesn’t like politics will probably hate MSNBC because that is 90% of what they cover. Sometimes I get frustrated at them because they won’t cover anything besides politics. Fox is like a bad combo of CNN and MSNBC. They discuss the weirdest crap. Random shit.  Fox kills brain cells. Everyone knows that. It’s okay to watch for entertainment but run if someone takes it seriously. RUN.

I think I’m suffering from heatstroke. Or it may just be the lack of Abilify. But I usually don’t feel symptoms from Abilify withdrawal for maybe 2 weeks? Anyway, I can no longer sit in my 100-degree bedroom anymore. I’m so glad I only worked half a day of overtime. I wanted to work an extra hour, but the heat was already getting to me plus I thought why not just get off a little early. It’s not like I’m getting paid time and a half for it because I only worked 16 hours and that includes so-called overtime.

I’m so sick of people right now. I think there’s something in the water. It might be Mercury Retrograde. Mercury is about communication, commerce (don’t make any big purchases during the retrograde!), and other things. So I’m thinking that along with the eclipses are just making me rage. Or it could be people’s behavior? Or it could be the lack of Abilify is already kicking in? And I have nothing to take in place of it because it costs $1200. Sigh.

I wish everyone would borrow some Taurus traits. Hahaha. We are quiet. We are the most introverted sign of all the zodiac signs. We are loyal and by far the best employees because we don’t complain. We just do what we are told. We are not good entrepreneurs, but America values good workers, so we are valued. We are reliable. Yes, we can be stubborn, but we keep these thoughts to ourselves instead of gossiping about people behind their backs. Don’t take advantage of us, or we will eventually explode with anger. So watch out for that. Oh, and never mess with the routine of a Taurus. NEVER. That also makes us angry. You won’t see it, but one day we will explode. Hopefully, you won’t be there when we do it. God help you if you are.

Taurus is great for the world. Appreciate us, dammit. 🙂

Election2020: The debates rosters are set. Whatever. I think I’m over Marianne Williamson. She has always rubbed me a little wrong because she is more conservative than me. She doesn’t believe depression is a thing. I hate that I’m going to cut ties with her officially over this, but I’m not surprised. If a random person said the things she said, I wouldn’t support them. For the record, I supported her because of her A Course In Miracles teachings. But I think she’s too stubborn to be president. She does what she wants. Believes what she wants. This was confirmed by how she ran for Congress the first time. Many believe she wasted a ton of money because she did things her way.

Temporarily over her and 100% for Elizabeth Warren…and Julian Castro. 🙂  Julian is on my list because he is strongly for justice reform. I don’t understand why his ratings didn’t go up more after the debate. Either he doesn’t have enough funds, or he isn’t a good campaigner. I do think he could use a little more passion in media interviews. He always seems so tired. I feel bad for him. Is he always tired or is that just his personality.

This week I…

Music of the week: Ed Sheeran, Britney Spears, Beyonce, Sugarland, Bishop Briggs, Keyshia Cole, Lauren Daigle, India.Arie

TV of the week: Big Brother, Grey’s Anatomy

Podcasts of the week: True Crime Garage, Pod Save America, The Lowe Post, Why Is This Happening

Books of the week: Now reading:

Weekend Plans: Well, today is Saturday. I was supposed to work more on creating my online course. I still have time for tonight, so I guess I should do that. I like feeling inspired. LOL. Everything is just all fucked up because of boundaries or the lack thereof. I did get a lot of accomplished on my days off. But I kind of started over again with the course because I felt like the first module sucked. So there’s that. People suck.

Thanks for reading my rants. Have a great, nice rest of the weekend! 🙂

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