Ugh. Groan. This sucks. Life. Ugh.
I’ve never been late with a bill. I’ve never left a bill unpaid. I’m an earth sign. We are responsible, loyal and reliable and now because I want to lower my debt, I can’t pay most of my credit cards???! WTF. This is going to KILL ME. I have a bill due on the 5th and to not pay it is unthinkable. They will call me, email me, and leave me voice messages. This sucks.
At least they will get their money one day. Once they agree to the settlement, they will get it soon. I don’t know if Chase will agree. Or others. I know some will. I wish this were some lifesaver, but I still have to pay off Capital One and Paypal on my own. But I should be able to pay them more.
Since I’m not supposed to incur more debt, I’m canceling Nutrisystem this weekend. I wanted to learn how to cook first! 😦 I thought I had at least 6 more weeks of food, but I will probably cancel.
To prepare, I have TONS of cookbooks. Most are Kindle books. So far I can recommend Good and Cheap: Eat Well on $4/Day Then I have two 3D books. I have How to Boil Water and How to Cook Everything The Basics: All You Need to Make Great Food–With 1,000 Photos. I haven’t had much time to look over the last two books yet. I will probably take them with me on vacation (13 days to go!) I need to make a list of “recipes” I want to try. I can’t cook at all. I don’t like cooking. I don’t hate it, but I prefer not to do it.
I know what I will eat for breakfast (biscotti and eggs). Yep, I will probably eat that every single day. Lunch and dinner are trickier. All I know is that I won’t cook every day. I think that’s insane and time-consuming. If I enjoyed cooking, it wouldn’t be too nuts. I’m thinking about eating yogurt and bananas for lunch. Or something. I don’t know.
Tomorrow I have yoga after work. I’m a little nervous since I haven’t been to a yoga studio in at least 7 years. I didn’t even get a chance to practice, so I feel like a newbie. 😉 It’s hot yoga because the yoga studio with the best parking only offers hot yoga. I did hot yoga once, and I liked it. But since it’s so hot in my house and outside, I’m not looking forward to being extremely hot for an hour of exercise.
Gotta go. I’m listening to a tarot book for my tarot class right now. After I post this, I’m going to take notes for an astrology class. I also have to get the horoscopes finished for the other website. Oops! I almost forgot about that.
Just thought I would blog, because I feel like shit for not paying my bills. It’s sucks. And I haven’t even been late yet! How will I deal? I’m not joking. Not paying bills, is not me. Sigh. Groan. At least I’m going to the beach soon. Yay?
Next time, I will blog about my last therapy session, election 2020, and how yoga went. 🙂