I made it through the heartache

I feel like I’ve been so busy this week. I can’t explain why. I was off from work on Monday, and that was the only day I feel like I got anything done. Anyway, I finally have time to breathe.

Hurricane Florence mostly missed us, but on Monday there were tornadoes from the hurricane. Two people died, and buildings and cars were destroyed. I can’t help but wonder if I’m being robbed by having some trees trimmed and cut down at this time. HE IS CHARGING ME $500!! Yes, I’m yelling because this sucks. 😦 I’m putting it on my credit card, of course. My trees have nothing to do with the hurricane. Bad timing. I know people who trim trees are probably charging more because people are desperate to get their yards clean. This is not my situation at all. Sigh.

I don’t know why men think it’s still okay to tell women to smile. Fuck off is my first reaction. Well, really I’m wondering why you’re contacting me in the first place. I get flirtatious messages on Instagram and Facebook way too often. I can’t imagine what pretty women get. It must be overwhelming. I haven’t responded to the last guy. 80% of the time I don’t respond. He said I was pretty and that I should smile in my photos. Ick!

I’m not interested in making friends. I’m definitely not interested in a romantic relationship. So why should I respond at all? Hmm. I’m only on Facebook because of my dad (at first) and now because of my business page. I don’t like ignoring people but if you only want to flirt and I have no interest in that, why should I respond? Some people are relentless.

If Kavanaugh doesn’t get approved, Trump will only appoint someone worse. I don’t really care about Kavanaugh either way.* I guess if the Democrats win control after the midterms, they won’t approve anyone? LOL. No freaking way. Dems have no spine. This whole thing is absurd.

*I do care if he attempted to rape someone. His age doesn’t matter. BTW, 17 is not that young. Rape is serious to me. Should this disqualify him if he did it? Yes.  There was a witness, but he’s Kavanaugh’s friend, so that’s like having no proof. I still can’t believe people wonder why people don’t come forward. I haven’t had anything happen to me since I was maybe around 9 years old but I don’t think I would report a rape or sexual harassment. I don’t report all kind of things that happen to me so I can’t see me reporting something that serious. I have an unhealthy fear of retaliation, and I would probably feel shame. Plus, I’m shy.

I just created an email list for my tarot website. I feel legit now. Haha. I’m offering a free meditation for tarot readers to all the people that sign up. I worked on the meditation a little tonight. I hope to have it finished by Sunday. I haven’t advertised my email list yet. I won’t advertise until I have at least one free meditation. I plan on making two. Oh, and I’m very nervous about creating an email list because I don’t have much to say. What a shocker! I will send out an email at least once a month. I think I can do that.

This week I…

Music of the week (my top 8 most listened to): Carrie Underwood, Tori Kelly, Aretha Franklin, Lauren Daigle, Ariana Grande, BeBe Rexha, Mariah Carey, George Micahel

TV of the week:  Big Brother, Nashville

Tyler is playing the best game. I’m not a fan of his. But I can acknowledge he is the only player that played the whole game! For anyone else to win…I can’t imagine. I don’t think he will win. I think Kaycee will win. I don’t like that one bit. She didn’t start playing until the end of the game. That is a no-no in Big Brother. You can’t just float for weeks and start playing the game. Ugh. BTW, my favorite houseguest is Sam.

Movie of the week: I started watching Black Panther. I think I made it about 45 minutes through. Not sure if I will finish. I don’t like action adventure movies. I see them as movies made for 12-year-old boys. I just can’t. Is there more depth there? I wouldn’t know because I don’t really care. I might finish it this weekend. I just don’t get all that violence UNLESS it is a horror movie. I’m down for crappy horror movies. 😉 I like dramas, documentaries, and horror movies.

Podcasts of the week:  So You Wanna Be a Witch, All In With Chris Hayes, True Crime Garage, The Lively Show, The Mind Your Business Podcast,

I can’t wait to listen to Serial. I will probably start it tomorrow. It is about the unjust “justice” system this season. It will be interesting to see how well received it is. Because some people believe the justice system is fair. ROFL.

Books of the week: Now reading

Plans for the weekend:  I’m working overtime at my day job for half a day on Saturday. I’m not going anywhere this weekend. I need to focus on my tarot biz. I have about 7 blog posts to get done by October 1. I also have to film 12 videos for YouTube. I also have a free tarot reading to do tomorrow.  I may start packing. As of right now, I’m still moving out by Thanksgiving. More on that later.

Thanks for reading. Have a wonderful weekend! 🙂

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