I’m getting really frustrated with the Tarot reading woman. I even emailed her on Friday, and she hasn’t emailed me back yet. I paid for a general reading on March 29. The reading is supposed to take place via email. Her website says it might take 7 days for a reading. Fine. It has been more than 7 days. I really looked up to her. She is one of the people I wanted to model my business after. She gives great readings on YouTube. Not 100% accurate for me, but those are general readings.

Well, I no longer admire her business skills. I won’t bash her by name. LOL. I’m glad I didn’t link to her. Oh well. I may try to get my money back from, or I might just count it as a loss if I never get the reading. I’m not sure how that works because I’ve never had to get a refund for a service not rendered. I thought I used Paypal, but I didn’t. I used my bank debit card.

I would be mortified if I did this to a customer. I’m sure I won’t be perfect. People make mistakes. I just want to know if she is ignoring me on purpose. I know the beginning of the month is busy for some Tarot card readers. I will probably stop watching her videos. This sucks for me because I used to really look forward to them. This leaves a horrible taste in my mouth.

UPDATE!!! I love her. Okay, I need to chill out. Thirty minutes ago she sent me an MP3 of the reading and a picture of my cards. I love that she does that, and it also makes me jealous because I am not a talker, so I don’t really want to do MP3s, but it’s great for business so I have to get better at speaking. I talk so fast. Anyway, the reading scared the shit out of me. Basically, it said I was losing my job. Um, now what? I’m not ready to start a Tarot business right now. I don’t want to even look for another job.

I’m in training at my current job. I’m all in there for the next 2-3 years. I don’t have a desire to leave. No plans. The tower card was in my spread. That basically means something is coming out of the blue. I think that means I’m going to see a layoff or firing happening. Fuck. I hope she’s wrong.

My future looks great according to her reading. No problems there. I just have to get through the present or near present. Something big is happening, and I have to get through that to see the good.

I have to listen to the recording again and again and again. 65% of the things she said resonated with me which seems low. She was talking about a relationship, but I know I have to translate that to my job. All I do is work. There aren’t any romantic relationships here. Hmmm. It’s impossible to know whether she’s “right” because I don’t even know what’s happening tomorrow. I have to listen to it in a month to give her a final grade.

Thanks for scaring me. 😉  I get scared when I do readings for myself. Most of my readings have been very positive when it comes to the Tarot business I want to start. My readings have also been true about my current job for the most part. So I don’t know what to think. We agree on one thing: my future looks good. I have to admit that I sometimes find that hard to believe.

I have new crystals! I know I said I wouldn’t buy anymore. I started reading about crystals that help with intuition, and I had to do a crystal haul. Here are my new ones:

Sorry for the blurriness. I like the tumbled stones better because I can put them in my bra. 😉 Well, I only travel with one crystal. I don’t wear them around the house, only when I go out. My point is I love looking at the big crystals, but they don’t work for me because I can’t carry them around.

The crystals pictured above are:

• amethyst
• smoky quartz
• K2 stone (AKA azurite)
• malachite
• black tourmaline
• lepidolite
• black kyanite

I have to go because I have an early night tonight. 😦 I have to go into the office tomorrow to work. Bummer. I shouldn’t be there all day. The guy said my new computer is almost ready to go. I was in the office all day on Friday because my work computer stopped working. I should get a new laptop tomorrow. Please don’t give me another desktop. Well, as long as I have something to work on from home, I’m fine. I just know that most people have been getting a new laptop, so I want one too.

One more thing: While in the office on Friday, I had an in-person meeting with my manager and it went fine. Sometimes I am so much better in person than I am on the phone. Not that I want to have in-person meetings with my manager. LOL. Sigh. I hope I get a new laptop tomorrow morning. ::crossing fingers::

Bye!

Update: I didn’t get a laptop. I got a much smaller desktop instead. Whatever. It’s not like I was going to travel and work with the laptop. But now I’m back to working from home. YAY! Everything isn’t working right though. Argh! I have to try to fix it myself.