I don’t trust nobody

I signed up for the meditation class. Two hours after I signed up, I received an email about the class being postponed. 😦 I was really looking forward to attending. If they have the class again, I probably won’t go. Yesterday and this morning, I did a Gabby Bernstein Kundalini meditation for about 7 minutes. I don’t think I really need a class. I’m used to meditating. I kind of stopped doing it when I started A Couse in Miracles. So the issue is, do I meditate or do ACIM? That seems to be the issue.

I will eventually do both like I sort of did this morning at 5 AM.  I just don’t want to get up earlier. Simple as that. Btw, I haven’t gotten my refund for the class yet. argh. I hope I don’t have to email anyone. I hate that.

Demi Lovato is coming to DC on March 24!!! Um, someone wants to go. I’ve never seen her in concert. I have to get a good seat. I don’t do bad seats for most people (I did for Janet Jackson, and I’ll do it for Justin Timberlake to name a couple of exceptions). Demi fans are fanatics and as far as I know, I don’t have a way into the presale. It’s not looking good for me. I probably will try. No shit. But the seat must be on the floor and up front. MUST. Note to self: Tickets go on sale November 3rd.

Ugh. I just thought about this: Her concert will be during March Madness. That is my favorite time of year! I hate to miss a second of college basketball, but for Demi, I will.

I’m so over Depo-Provera. I’m off 4 days in December. I think I’m going to see my OB/GYN one of those days to see about maybe stopping Depo, or getting on another birth control method. I don’t need to go to the doctor if I just decide to quit Depo. That would be kind of nice because then I know there’s no chance of a pap smear.

The recent 20 days when I didn’t bleed at all were GREAT. It was such a relief. But now I’m back to bleeding. Not heavily. However, I don’t want to bleed at all. Isn’t that a strange concept? I might not be part of the 90% of women who stops getting a period while on Depo. How sad. 😦

Anyway, I will probably go back to the OB/GYN in mid-December IF I’m still bleeding. By then I will know that the Depo isn’t doing its job. So I’m basically giving Depo 1 month before I call to make an appointment. I don’t know why I want to be on BC. I should just go off it completely. Then I wouldn’t have to go to the OB/GYN until around May/June. But I don’t want to give up on Depo. I will take two types of birth control if I have to.

LOL! I just typed bitch control instead of birth control. I’m sure a lot of people think I need that. 😉 haha. I have Klonopin for that. I take it when I have to be around people.  Anyhow, no bleeding today. Small victory.

This week I…

Music of the week (my top 8): Shania Twain, Demi Lovato, Joan Osborne, Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga, Halsey, Paula Cole, Ed Sheeran

TV of the week: Grey’s Anatomy, basketball, Survivor

Movie of the week: None

Podcasts of the week: True Crime Garage, Fresh Air, Oprah’s SuperSoul Conversations

I’m not naming all the podcasts I listened to this week because I can’t remember them all. Instead of watching the news at night, I’ve been listening to podcasts.

Books of the week: I finished  The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood. I liked the TV series more, but the book was interesting. It gives a little more background info. I’m now focused on reading:

  • The Goddess: A Novel by Swan Huntley I was so in love with this book when I first started it, but now I want to save the main character. lol. I think she’s in trouble. It started off so great. Hawaii, yoga, and a lovely woman. Now I’m wondering about this woman. She might not be so cool. She might be a sociopath. Bummer. I actually wanted a nice love story when I usually hate those types of books.
  • Behold the Dreamers: A Novel by Imbolo Mbue

Planner update: Plans of the week in my Erin Condren


Plans for the Weekend: Well, I was so excited for the meditation class.  No class so I’m going to the park as I have done every single day for the past 3-4 weeks. I haven’t done anything that consistently.

I thought my part-time project would have ended by now, but I think I’m going to work through Saturday. I’m not happy about that because I was supposed to take my test on Sunday. Not happening. I’m getting into the hard part of the course. As of today, I haven’t finished reading the chapter.

So I’m working and doing everything I didn’t get done during the week. I’m just so fun. I’m going to try to get back on my treadmill this weekend. My dog is the problem. But the universe told me (laugh if you must) to just put my dog in his crate while I work out. He gets into stuff if I just leave him be. And if I leave him outside he barks the whole time. I don’t mind that occasionally, but I don’t want him being a nuisance. I’m scared to see how he will react to being in his crate while I’m in the next room. I’m going to do it, though and report back.

Thanks for reading! Have a nice weekend. 🙂

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