do you want a ride?


111 days until my birthday vacay

144 days until I take the board exam

Yes, I booked the cabin! I got the 2 bedroom. My mom and dog are coming along too. That should be interesting. My dog and I stayed in the 1 bedroom cabin about 2 years ago, and he was fine. I was worried he might break something. My mom has never been there.

I was going to move up the board exam to right after my vacation. That way I would get a whole week of no work and be able to study. But I didn’t want to mess up my vacation with worry over the exam. I will still study while at the cabin (no tv or internet), but I won’t have the pressure.

I had to use Amazon’s Prime Now again. Unfortunately. I have a toothache. 😦 Not a huge deal for most people, but I am terrified of dentists, AND I have a gag reflex so no one can get near my mouth. So I have to be under anesthesia to get dental care. Insurance won’t pay for that.

That isn’t the only issue.  The real problem is that I need a person to take me and pick me up if I’m under anesthesia. I don’t have friends. My mom doesn’t know how to drive. How am I supposed to find a person? I can’t even use Uber. Doctors/dentists won’t allow that. AND I would have to go more than once. This isn’t a one-time thing.

I don’t know what to do. 😦 I hate being in pain and I hate going to the dentist. The whole ride thing would also be an issue for a colonoscopy. My uncle died from colon cancer. He didn’t get a colonoscopy when he was supposed to. So sad.

I could put signs up at colleges or put it on Craigslist (ugh!). I have a feeling I will have to go to the ER because the pain will be so bad. It’s not that easy. First, I have to find a dentist willing to work on me with the whole anesthesia thing and then I need to PAY for it. So many obstacles.


I’m sick of people on certain social media platforms making a big deal out of every single thing. I fucking hate Instagram. I would uninstall it, but my sister follows me, and I feel weird about that. I only have Facebook for that same reason. I rarely use Facebook. I just have it because I have a few family members on there.

Instagram is nothing compared to the REAL problems in my life. But I had to mention it.

One more thing before I go: I found out why I have raccoon eyes…allergies! My allergies are very new and the darkness under my eyes recently (within the past few months) arrived. If a person looks at me, he or she will assume I get no sleep. But 90% of the time, I do get enough sleep. It is definitely the allergies. I did buy makeup (foundation, concealer and lip stick). I’m thinking about getting a makeover at Sephora. I might blog more about this later.

Gotta go. Bye!

UPDATE: I feel much better today than yesterday. 🙂

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