Here is the truth: My mom and sister called me “fat”. A coworker called me Willy the Whale. I have no idea what that means. I can only guess it was a weight comment. I know I’m not fat. I’m average. I currently weigh anywhere from 133 to 137 lbs. I’m 5’4″. Average. I want to be normal in every way accept for my weight. Back on topic: Yes what they said was mean and I want to say “Fuck You”.
I was eating a lot of unhealthy things. I’m no longer doing those things. I will never be 105lbs again. I was underweight for years. The doctor told me to drink Ensure. I never did. I later gained some weight because of Abilify but I can’t blame that for at least 10 pounds.
Anyway, I see it as a challenge to workout and eat healthy. I get obsessive about whatever I’m doing. Right now my obsession is eating wheat free among my regular obsessions. I’m not done with this topic.
Amazon is starting this great program in October. If you brought a print book from them, they will allow you to buy the Kindle edition for a low price. Anywhere from free (!!) to $3.99. I can’t wait. Do you know how many books I have brought from Amazon since 1998??! I just hope they have the books available that I brought. Most of my books are packed up and I’ve been pining for them. This is awesome! Please have my favorite books.
Update: I looked through all of my past Amazon orders. I brought mostly music from there. I forgot most of my books were brought used. There are about 10 print books I would love to have a Kindle version of. Mostly nonfiction.
The announcement of the new Kindle Fire HDX tablet makes me drool. I know I won’t be buying that.
Music for the week: Maria Mena, Ja Rule, John Mayer, John Legend, Keith Urban, Sheryl Crow, Jillette Johnson, Beyonce, Amanda Shires, Ariana Grande
(I keep up with what I listen to on last.fm)
TV for the week: Breaking Bad, CSPAN, The Voice
Movies of the week: Django Unchained
Books of the week: Bully: A True Story Of High School Revenge by Jim Schutze, Five Days at Memorial Life and Death in a Storm-Ravaged Hospital by Sheri Fink
Goals for next week: I put up my closet rack last week. Now I have to hang all my clean clothes. I just need hangers. I looked up “dorm tours” on youtube and I’m totally inspired. (I don’t live in a dorm…) My messiest rooms are the living room and kitchen. I hate cleaning the kitchen. My goal is to make my living room more liveable since I spend a lot of time there. Hopefully I will have pics after I’m done.