pity party

Why is Big Brother always so good? It doesn’t end well most of the time, IMO. But the start and the middle are always good. I’m amazed the show keeps coming back. Someone besides me is watching. I’m the only person in America who is a Rachel fan. Yes she’s this and that but damn, I love me some her. 🙂

Rachel. Love her!

I mowed my lawn today and I didn’t even need to. I’m so glad I didn’t know that beforehand. I learned that I can I come home from work, take a power nap and then mow the lawn. There is no reason why I have to do it right after work. Pre-Abilfy, there was no such thing as a power nap. I had to mow the lawn while I was still standing. Now I have a normal amount of energy…

Speaking of energy: I’m so glad school will be starting soon. I’ve been organizing and throwing stuff away etc. but I still have a lot of extra time. Hopefully I can focus on school and get an A in this class. This is the hardest class I’ve taken for this certificate so an A in this class would be amazing.

If I weren’t in school this fall – the horror – , I would probably consider enrolling in a pilates class I just found. It costs $200. It lasts all fall semester. However, it is twice a week. Twice a week after work is a bit much…or is it? I don’t know. I’m just glad I don’t have to find out. It sounds great though. The yoga class costs the same thing but it is only once a week. That is my kind of schedule. I’m such a homebody.
I was thinking about opening a mortgage saving account. LOL. I only have $450 in my emergency fund and I have $2500 in credit card debt (mostly due to school but still….). Ugh, I wish I could really save for a down payment for my DREAM HOUSE. I don’t have big dreams. 😉 What I consider a dream house is a normal house for a couple making $50,000 a year (with no debt). I’m not sure I want another house. Wait, I know buying a nice house isn’t easy. I just want to point that out.

I just want something secluded. ROFL. Something less than 5 years old and somewhat secluded. The end. That sounds simple but with the way the world is going, I’d probably have to have $20k to put down. Hahahaha. Where the fuck am I suppose to get that from?

16 minutes until Big Brother. Rachel better not get evicted.

Apartment = easy living or house? It’s sorta easy. If I could get my dream house, I would choose HOUSE. Otherwise apartment. The biggest downside to an apartment is the noise. If it weren’t for that, I wouldn’t be in this mess now. I was sleeping in my car due to the noise and my paranoia about the uh, noise. So I brought this house in what I thought was a decent neighborhood. WRONG. This is an example of me getting in over my head.

secluded enough?

I really wish I could just live like a normal person in an apartment. I probably will attempt that despite what has happened in the past. even if I have to sleep in my car at night. An apartment is just easier to deal with…until I can get buy my dream house.

10 minutes until Big Brother comes on. Be good Rachel, my love. 🙂 🙂

I’m just a normal girl. Living a normal life. Bawahahaha.

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2 minutes until Big Brother. I’m ignorning the NFL. I’m pissed at the TV schedule.

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