too tough to be tender

I know you are reading my blog Ax. I don’t know what more you want regarding this topic??? As far as I know Jnx is reading too. Obviously I’m okay with it or I would password protect this blog or delete it. You can stop dropping hints that you read this, unless you really get a thrill out of it. You are going to do whatever you want so…

And I have never said I was ‘kind’. I have mentioned in this blog where I used to be the ‘nice girl’ when I was extremely naïve. That was about 8 years ago when I thought adults behaved a certain way. Now I know. It is still hard to accept but I know. I’m not a friendly girl. Of course I don’t have to tell you that. I do think you say unkind things about me. NO I KNOW YOU DO because I can hear you. LOL. I don’t care what you think. I do think it is rude to talk about me when I’m RIGHT THERE. I leave for lunch, talk about your favorite subject (ME) all you want then.

Oh, that’s right. I don’t control you. You will do the exact opposite of what I suggest because you are an uh, adult.

Brene Brown (author) asked “do we really ever get over high school?” I answered no. I think it depends on support systems, what kind of experience the person had and temperament etc. However, do adults ever stop acting that way? Sadly the answer is no. 😦 I’m not saying I’m innocent or kind or anything………………

I am the kind of person who must google “sandwich maker” recipes just to make a grilled cheese sandwich. Yes, I am that clueless.


I’m very excited about a volunteer opportunity. I want to throw myself all in. However, I’m still waiting for the Abilify side effects (of the new dose) to go away. Right now I don’t have much energy to do much of anything. Volunteer? Yeah, right. I’ve been taking a long nap when I get home from work. I do think it may be getting better. My therapist (who I see once a month) made a good point. I was doing fine on the 2.5MG. Why up it? I am a small person so maybe 5MG is too much for me.

Well tomorrow is Friday and I have to get my laundry ready. I just wanted to let my coworkers know that I know that they are reading and that (for now) I’m fine with it.

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