I’m not going anywhere…ANYWHERE..as long as I’m @ work surrounded by those people.
Yes I know my part. I study buddhism so I know.
the negativity there is like a glass ceiling. A stopper.
I’ve tried (and still trying) to change myself so that I’m stuck in the cycle. But no one can tell me how. I explain the situation & they say ‘you aren’t saying anything or doing anything’. Not helping.
ugh. if i didn’t have social anxiety, I wouldn’t have this problem or if people understood it (which is where the some of the anger comes from).
I can’t change those two things.
no god is going to save me b/c that is impossible. a god could’ve not given me SA in the 1st place but then I how would i suffer?